I was wrong

I thought things couldn't get any worse. I was wrong. Very wrong.

Give me a break

Too lazy to explain why I have failed to update my blog for months. If only life has been kinder to me, maybe I would have the motivation to tell you about it.

Things have not been going well for me mid 2006. Not going well is really an understatement. Clearly what could have possibly gone wrong, have gone wrong. Sick of everything, sick of people telling me to seek divine help, sick of people telling me that everything will be fine soon, sick of people telling me its part and parcel of life.

Damn it, its not. And it helps not one even bit. Nothing can help. Someone up there just bloody hell tell me what's wrong with you and what makes you think you have the right to put me through all this. Do not make me give up on you. I would soon since you have clearly indicated you are doing likewise.

Perhaps, I have myself to blame only. Not that I did not enjoy my fair share of better days, but I think I really abused it. Maybe now I am paying it back, with exorbitant interest rates..compounded daily. Spare me please.

PLEASE!