Saturday, December 30, 2006

Awaiting 2007

My 100th post just 2 days before 2007 arrives. Its been a real long while since I updated and I am pretty certain no one even visits my blog already. Which is just as well as the main purpose for its existence currently is for me to look back at how events unfold and it could be quite interesting to read back years down the road.

I am seriously looking forward to the new year. Things reached pit bottom in 2006 and I figured the only way to go is up. And I really hope that will happen.

2006 is a year which I enjoyed constrasting luck. Started the year with a bang and everything went according to plan. If not better. Rode my luck too much and suffered heavy consequences that culminated into problems still unsolved. 2006 is also a year I will never ever forget because of a very painful lesson learnt due to a very careless mistake I made. All the troubles I faced because of my lost IC, I daren't say everything have been settled though things have been quiet for the past few months. Keeping my fingers crossed.

I learnt alot over the past few months. Which is just as well since I probably need a lesson of this magnitude to wake me up. I have also gained in a way, seeing friends rally around me supporting me through all the shit I have to go through. Their gestures really touched me lots and I vow to repay their friendship in anyway possible given the opportunity. I need to learn to be a better friend and I am working towards that. But I do need more time. I need to learn to live up to promises and not let them down again. Trust me, I am really working towards that.

I am also glad I got a few issues sorted out in these few weeks before embarking on to a brand new year. A trip to Bangkok again, not so much of shopping and enjoying but to set my mind at ease and I sincerely hope my prayers will be answered. Also reaffirmed my commitment to my current career plans and banished all other thoughts no matter how enticing they might have been. I really hope I did not make a wrong choice here. Pray tell.

Like I said, I am looking forward to 2007. I want to get all my problems resolved asap and make sure I do not let the new year pass me by without realising it. I need to get my career back on track so that I can play a much bigger part in the family. Things in the family have not been pleasant and I reckon I need to share a big part of the blame. Come 2007, it will be my responsibilty to get the family back on track again.

2007 will also be the year I show my friends how important they are to me by doing the most practical thing. By being important to them. I hope I can achieve that. I also hope I can make some in road in my love life. There is a target in mind. But I need to work very hard to see the results. Will do my best, however its not a priority. At the current moment, friends around me really suffice in being the emotional support I need.

All these resolutions should be enough to keep me busy for the year and I will be more than pleased if I look back in 2008 and see that all my resolutions have been fufilled.

Let us all look towards 2007 and make it a year worth remembering. For the right reasons of course. :)
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