Awakening.
First time in my 2+ years in the insurance industry has someone pointed out to me the flaws of my everyday doings. Should I be saddened by the fact that the comment came from someone really close to me, or should I be heartened that he had enough confidence in our friendship to let me know about it.
Its something I have never realised before and its also something that I never had thought people would see in a negative light. All along, I pride myself for being in an industry which allows me to develop skill sets that would come in handy in everyday life. I am definitely a better communicator than 2 years before, I can emphatise better and I make friends with ease, unlike a few years back when I usually kept to myself.
Close friend says I bring too much of my work into my personal life. I am very aggressive when it comes to conversation. I saw it as a positive news. I am also guilty of only sharing the good news and none of the lousy ones. Am I really guilty of that? I have always thought that its pointless sharing all the woes I have in my everyday work with my buddies because, firstly, it takes even more effort to let them understand in exact terms, secondly, I do not believe in dividing woes. It simply does not work that way. That is now being perceived as a flaw in my communication. I really feel saddened but at the same time, maybe I really need to take some time off to evaluate what I have been doing all along.
Enough of work, since talking about it makes no difference. I know my target, I know my shortfall. I know what I need to do to achieve whatever I set for myself. Its just a matter of doing. I need to push myself despite all the flaks I am getting.
I realised its easier to work hard if you have a motivation. I recently found mine and I hope it eventually becomes reality. She is a very nice girl, someone I deem special. To be very honest, I have not met someone like her for a very long time. Someone you just yearn to spend time with, someone you just long to see and hope to shower her with alot of love and care. And of course to pamper her. She is that sweet, yet you would not fret leaving her on her own because you know she can take care of herself really well. She is that special, no doubt about it. Its still early to say things will work out, too many obstacles between us, mostly on her part.
Despite all the obstacles, I think I adore her too much to give up on her. Though I realise the only thing I can do is to make sure I be around her to give her another option. To make her see that the future between us is bright and jovial. To eventually make her understand that I can be the person to take care of her for as long as she wants.
Things are looking as good as they were 2 weeks ago. Which also means there is no progress, which I need to work harder. But I realised its no longer only about working hard only. You need help and help are seriously well-sought for. I hope everything turns out fine and life finally accords me with the bliss and joy I truly deserve. At least I think so. :p
Its something I have never realised before and its also something that I never had thought people would see in a negative light. All along, I pride myself for being in an industry which allows me to develop skill sets that would come in handy in everyday life. I am definitely a better communicator than 2 years before, I can emphatise better and I make friends with ease, unlike a few years back when I usually kept to myself.
Close friend says I bring too much of my work into my personal life. I am very aggressive when it comes to conversation. I saw it as a positive news. I am also guilty of only sharing the good news and none of the lousy ones. Am I really guilty of that? I have always thought that its pointless sharing all the woes I have in my everyday work with my buddies because, firstly, it takes even more effort to let them understand in exact terms, secondly, I do not believe in dividing woes. It simply does not work that way. That is now being perceived as a flaw in my communication. I really feel saddened but at the same time, maybe I really need to take some time off to evaluate what I have been doing all along.
Enough of work, since talking about it makes no difference. I know my target, I know my shortfall. I know what I need to do to achieve whatever I set for myself. Its just a matter of doing. I need to push myself despite all the flaks I am getting.
I realised its easier to work hard if you have a motivation. I recently found mine and I hope it eventually becomes reality. She is a very nice girl, someone I deem special. To be very honest, I have not met someone like her for a very long time. Someone you just yearn to spend time with, someone you just long to see and hope to shower her with alot of love and care. And of course to pamper her. She is that sweet, yet you would not fret leaving her on her own because you know she can take care of herself really well. She is that special, no doubt about it. Its still early to say things will work out, too many obstacles between us, mostly on her part.
Despite all the obstacles, I think I adore her too much to give up on her. Though I realise the only thing I can do is to make sure I be around her to give her another option. To make her see that the future between us is bright and jovial. To eventually make her understand that I can be the person to take care of her for as long as she wants.
Things are looking as good as they were 2 weeks ago. Which also means there is no progress, which I need to work harder. But I realised its no longer only about working hard only. You need help and help are seriously well-sought for. I hope everything turns out fine and life finally accords me with the bliss and joy I truly deserve. At least I think so. :p
