I need some directions....badly..

I realise I am losing focus in life recently...I have been telling myself I need to concentrate on what's of upmost importance to me now...which is my insurance job..but somehow or rather...I have strayed off....

Have been thinking alot recently....given thoughts to alot of things that I know I am incapable of indulging in...not that i can help it though. The distractions are just so conspicious...just need to get myself back on track....but I doubt my determination.

Perhaps I am just blabbering nonsense...things may not seem to be as complicated as I thought...true enough it could be kept simple just as long as I can convince myself that whatever I have in my mind are just distractions that I should eliminate...Eliminate simply by telling myself its rather impossible and certainly not worth any ounce of effort.

To be honest, I thought I convinced myself a few months back...but its all coming back again...same old feeling...same old scenario....its simply a vicious cycle that I should just get out of once and for all...until I am fully convinced that I am up to it...Yup...I must get it drilled into my mind...